I started to shout at my boy yesterday afternoon as I found him very irritating.

All I need to do is to hang the laundry and prepare the bag as we are going out later. I need only 15 minutes at most to do this. But because he keeps pestering me, I cannot do my things and got so angry.

And when my daughter vomited last night and dirtied herself and the bed, I scolded her.

Why can’t I keep my cool? I got so easily irritated since yesterday afternoon.

It didn’t get better even after I wake up. My boy wakes up early and follows me to the toilet. I showed him my frustration.

Before I left for work, I gave him a kiss. I hope he is not hurt.

Same for my daughter. Before she goes to her school, I give her a hug and kiss.

I really hope to be a good mother and pray that I will not lose my temper easily. I am blessed with these two healthy loving kids and I hope to treasure them as much as I can.

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